2009-o3-o5

this is the first time im putting my food up,becaze I want you to help me........

breakfast:07:oo=74kg

all-bran(fruit n fiber) with 0%fat melk
choclate chip biscut
green tea
early grey-one spoon of brown suger
creacker3 =with chees and tamato

2hour walk

lunch=71.1kg

green salad
4poffers(really small pancakes)
2 crakers with chees

snack=  hand full of meusle and cracker

dinner
 
fish-200g
broccoli
4byts of pudding(custurd)
cracket with choclate past x3

outtake criss crosser for a hour
        walking for a hour

this is disgusting hi omf......I dont know y im doing this to myself,like I had my red lady already,,,,,,
like if i start eating
,I cant fucking stop...dont know how and dont know y.....like at dinner time I drank a bottel of water b4 eating
aahhhhhhhhhhh,and look at my wieght its jumping up and down....

20 feb 2009…….how long can this take……

Oki we all trying to loss weight but can’t succeed in it……its takes time yes…but y must we go trow all this shit….

This last month I was in the gym everyday and I start to eat less and didn’t loss a fuck…..im getting so mad at myself and dont know what I must do anymore…just wane sit in the coner and cry the whole day…..hav no Ideas anymore…do u think there is something wrong with me or is this normal?

I toke pills that didn’t help…..I do cardio every night now this week 4 2hours and nothing showed off…..I look at other blogs and im getting so jeloes bcaz they loss it like in a day one lbs and me fuck all…..plz tell me how u girls do it plz…and tell me what do u say to urself if u sooooo hungry ur throat gets so saw and dry?

Plz drop a comment and help out